"Gutted" would go some way to describe how my friend Chris and I felt sitting in my living room at about 11am this morning. After going crazy with glee over the Faletau try (Faletau - a local name from the small valley just south of the Beacons called Tonga) we watched with heightened anticipation, as Wales hammered on the South African front door, flipping penalties to the side of the H and flunking drop goals, ignoring my sister's texted warnings against over-confidence. And then South Africa scored their second try and we felt foolish in front of my girl friend, who just enjoyed not knowing what is going on.
Were Wales unlucky - yes, probably. The penalty which might have gone over/might have not (although plainly did, just look, it clearly goes through you blind moron) was not referred upstairs. South Africans playing the ball on the ground who should have been pinged were not. But you make your own luck. What Wales really were, rather than unlucky, were surprised. Nobody, not even bullish Warren Gatland, really believed they would beat the Boks, and this non-belief manifested itself in plain view. We keep being told that Wales have been working hard on defence, and we look back at warm ups against England and Argentina and it certainly seems to be case. And then Hougaard went through the Welsh defence like Moses through the Red Sea. Wales had acres of talent, a horde of baying fans, fitness up to their armpits, and then bottled it. Simple as.
Wales, it seems, have made a habit in recent years of doing just this, losing by a few points to the top nations; 25-29 against South Africa in 2010, 12-19 against NZ in 2009 and 15-20 against South Africa in 2008. These results, and the current crop of Welsh whiz-kids; Faletau, Warburton, Hook, Halfpenny, North and co. suggest that one day they will break their voodoo against these big southern hemisphere giants, but it was not today. Today they lost... again.
This is not to say I was not proud to wear red this morning, in fact quite the contrary. They played the best of all the home nations in their first round matches, and whilst they were the only one to come away with a loss, will also be the most positive about their current game plan. My initial doubts about the World Cup have been all but dispelled, so long as Gatland can keep the squad awake. Add belief to the current array of Welsh goodies, real belief, not just hot air belief, and this Welsh team could go far.
Watch out Samoa, here we come.